pre wedding jitters

yup. I'm officially having it now. Although I'm trying hard to think that it was normal.

It could be both, exciting, and down right stressful. But the best thing for me so far, was the ability to plan it single handedly. Because my parents decided I should do it the way I want.

Ahah, initially I always thought of doing something very English, or maybe go back to the Victorian era.Try to do something totally your own. Your unique , one of a kind style.But then again, with respect to my parents, and the rest of the guests,let's just come out with something decent, simple but will turn out to be, pretty neat.

Last year, I always said to myself, it I ever would have to plan a wedding in 2007, i would be the craziest person ever. and come 2007, I totally changed my work schedule, I was assigned to do a huge project for my division, I got engaged,moved out..there's so many changes for the past few months.

and end of this year, I will, hopefully end my single life status and move on to next phase of life.

Alhamdulillah, it is a great year and i'm happy. just so happy now.